Friday, September 30, 2011

“In the Name of Art”

"WE DO MUCH IN THE name OF art, BUT VERY little IN THE name OF love."
 

There is a desire within every culture and time period to express ideology and emotionality both practically and honestly. Perhaps now in our modern society we feel this desire stronger than ever before and, although deep advancements have come in artistic knowledge and in the technicality of our expression thereof, our world is seemingly lost to the mentality that none of it matters in the end. In fact, it is almost impossible to find raw, clear and relevant creative expression without being demeaned, challenged, questioned or flat-out written off.

I find it frustrating, especially expressionistically, that so many of us, whether knowingly or not, postulate our cultural “normality” (whatever that is) as being innately right or wrong on a relational or even global level. We so easily look at the behavior or views of another human being, or perhaps another culture as a whole, and immediately pick out what is acceptable and unacceptable in their daily interactions and views. It becomes so easy to incorrectly fuse cultural traditions, behaviors and nuances with religious, philosophical and theological views.

THERE IS AN enormous difference HERE.


What I have come to learn, rather unwilling, since being in LA, is that there is an enormous difference between our undeniable moral absolutes and beliefs and our expressions and limits within their context. Speaking within the gates of moral absolutes, we have a tendency to assume that, because something offends us personally, it is, therefore, wrong morally. My argument is not to say that every minor offense is ok morally.

I would like to challenge that belief by using an example of topic of violence being portrayed in, you guessed it, film. (I had to, I’m studying it for goodness sakes). Here we go:


Violence in art has been criticized more than any other function of depiction of the human condition. Margaret Miles, a professor, was quoted in the Journal of Religion and Film: Violence in Popular Film as saying:

In short, a film that employs an adventure film's scenes of sex and violence cannot communicate anything but voyeuristic exploitation of suffering people. The pain of the oppressed is ultimately used for the entertainment of comfortable spectators. (Miles).

While Miles does have a point, she is a little over-zealous in her conclusion. Yes, much of violence in film is used solely for the entertainment of the audience and, often times, serves no greater purpose than to woo a reaction and push a boundary. However, there are many times when violence is used not just as a means of entertainment, but on a much deeper level, to give site to the often unseen aspects of human thought, action and, ultimately, the human condition.

    Viewing of violence is often perceived by many communities as an unorthodox behavior. To this point, however, I would like to sincerely object. At times, yes, it can be. However, viewing, understanding and choosing to grow, develop and learn from such cinema can be very beneficial. It all goes back to, in my opinion, the motives behind why the violence is being portrayed. As moral beings in cinema, as in life, we have a responsibility to relate to our cultures and an obligation to understand and articulate the why and what of how they behave. That being said, we also have a duty to transcend such behavior and to offer a redemptive look into the truths we do know.

    It is illogical to call the portrayal of violence wholly wrong just as it would be to call the use of the facilities of comedy wholly wrong. The reason being that, just as any other tool used to tell a story, violence is not always presented as ok or even good when it is employed. In fact, more often than not, violence is portrayed as wrong and is later corrected. That aside, I believe that what makes this portrayal ok is that it helps the audience to understand that the bad is bad and the good is good.

SO WHAT IS THE point?


The point is that, although the portrayal is not wrong, many of us will have different limits as to how much or how extensive our doses of violence can be. Just because one of us cannot handle seeing, for example, someone pass away, another one of us may be very touched by the deeper story that the death portrayed on screen is telling.


This attitude is one that should be taken into every aspect of our lives. It is imperative that we examine our views and deduce what inside of our minds is cultural or personal as opposed to what is morally right or wrong. Our limits or understanding of an area or behavior might be noticeably less or more than another persons. This, however, does not necessarily make their expression of art, whatever it may be, wrong. Again, I feel as if I need to repeat this frequently, this is stipulating that the action falls under the lens of moral absolutes.


The tendency to hate or, on a more common level, to look down upon, another individual because they partake in behaviors contrary to ones we do is almost sickening. Now, by no means am I a moral relativist and I do not claim truth to be subjective. I do, however, want to challenge you, the reader, for whatever it’s worth, to take a look at what you are judging as “ok” or “not ok” behavior. Is what you are deeming “wrong” wrong because it violates an absolute standard, or is it because it offends a limit that you have even though that limit is well within the boundaries of moral acceptance?

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Finding "Home".

I am about a month into my trip to Los Angeles and have already experienced and learned more than I had ever hoped. From meeting amazing new friends to delving into the tough life questions to the superficial tourism that accompanies every foreigner in this bizarre country we call the state of California; I have, without a doubt, been forever changed. The best part of the whole experience is that, what started out as a semester trip now has the potential to become a lifestyle, a worldview and, perhaps, even a new  home.

I'll let loose my thoughts another time. For now, though, I just wanted to share some pictures with all of you to let you know what I have been up to over this past week or two:

Day-trip to San Francisco (6 hour drive, don't ask). Stopped at an Oakland vs. Detroit game in, well, Oakland. A's took home the win and we took home some fun memories.



I know the picture quality is bad, but this was probably the 7th or 8th Minnesotan I've met since being down here. So, in honor of that, here is proof that I'm not alone in this crazy place. Reppin the Midwest!!


This place is called "The Grove" it's a huge outdoor shopping center that I live with a 5 minute walk from. Amazing, unique eateries and high-end, Jake-will-never-be-able-to-afford-you, stores are all over. Probably my favorite place to hang out.
This place was honestly called "Best Fish Taco's In the World" and, let me tell you, they lived up to their name. Tried a shrimp and cod taco and even went all-out with their original drinks. Love it.
On the topic of food (sorry, it's my favorite thing ever) we also found a place in San Diego serving "California Burrito's". What is that, you ask? Well let me tell you... picture chipotle mixed with french fries, steak AND chicken, better guacamole and a whole heaping of California lovin. Beautiful.
Can you say "goober"? That's this kid's middle name. I love him but my GOODNESS... a light saber at an outdoor concert? Honestly. Haha this was a good time -- The Hollywood Bowl is a great place and seeing John Williams and James Taylor live was way legit.
Twins vs. Angel's game in Anaheim. If you couldn't tell, we're semi-obsessed with baseball. If you don't think so yet, refer to the next picture, please...
LA Dodgers game. #nuffsaid
Last pictured, scouts honor:

One of the many beaches we have visited. This one is taken at Santa Monica and, yes, I was wearing my "Yeah Buddy!" shirt. It was necessary.


To everyone at home, I miss you a lot. You mean the world to me and I can't wait to talk to you each personally and share our stories of this past semester. To everyone I have met down, thank you for your friendship and influence so far. And to everyone else randomly stopping by this blog, chase what you desire. It may get hard or confusing at times but never stop running your race. And, for what it's worth, I believe that it will all be worth it.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

To Grow, You Must Go.

"AS WE BEGIN TO actively pursue WHAT WE desire, WE ARE forced TO consciously forget WHAT WE ARE LEAVING BEHIND."


Throughout life we come to points, much like mountain peaks, where we feel as if we can see the paths leading up to and away from where we are. This high-time is, generally, a very comfortable and exciting place to be. However, it can also be the most dangerous of all places to find ourselves.


O  K  .


Sort of a lame opening but I believe that it serves a greater point. It is so easy to become comfortable whenever we achieve a goal; especially one that has been fought hard for. Now, don't get me wrong, being comfortable is a great thing. If you have worked hard for something and you have achieved your goals, by all means, revel in your success. But with that being said, be wary of becoming complacent.

Complacency, in my mind, is the most dangerous of all paths we can choose to tread on. The reason being, simply, that complacency is not a path to destruction but the path to destruction. The second you decide that you have done or achieved enough is the same second that you will cease to progress and succeed. It is imperative than that we, as people pursuing dreams, desires, careers, partners, whatever, to never settle, not even for one second, with where we are or what we have achieved thus far.

But yet we still hold back. Why? What scares people, I think, is the thought of perfection.


YOU'RE SCARED OF BEING PERFECT?
 

Not quiet. The fear isn't as much the achievment of perfection as it is the pursuit of it. It is impossible to be perfect at anything and the thought, at times, that crosses many of our minds is "well, if it can't be achieved and I'm already this much farther than him or her to the goal, why push farther?"


Because it's worth it.



There is a striking difference between those who chase to the point of success and those who push past success into excellence. The most rewarding thing this side of heaven isn't achieving what you originally set out to do; but rather, pushing through that tough wall and ripping down the door that holds us back from pursuing infinitely more than we have ever imagined or dreamed

Start fast, finish strong and always seek to put your passion into practice. Life may be short but it's not too short to make a difference and to discover something so much deeper and richer than simple success. Don't become blinded by the facade of temporary success. It is a thick veil that blinds most from ever taking that leap into the pool of chance and I'm here to try, for what it's worth, to tear it down.

Take a chance. Leave what you know and chase what you are here for. You know what it is and we both know that it will be worth it in the end. Fear not failure, obstacles or stress; but instead, turn your head to the sun and walk forward with the strength given those who pursue what they must and desire and choose to forget the comfort and complacency they have left behind. To grow you must go.


That is what I am doing out here in California. I can't promise you that your call is out of your city, state or country or even around your corner. I can promise you, though, regardless of whether your call is to stay or go, do or don't do, chase or let go, if you become content with initial success, you will miss out on what you are called to be and to do. You are here for a reason and no matter how many times you have fallen down it is never to late to stand back up. Do NOT be ashamed of your scares from past hurts, they are what make you beautiful. Be courageous. Be bold.


Monday, September 19, 2011

A Trip Worth Taking

"IN ORDER TO attain anything OF worth YOU MUST BE willing TO sacrifice something."


Without going into excruciating detail, I believe that, although many great things do happen to us by chance, anything truly worth having is worth fighting for. It may be difficult to believe until we take a moment, an honest moment, to look back on life and see every opportunity presented us that we deemed not worthy of pursuing. More often than not, for no reason other than the simple fact that we were more afraid of failing than we are eager to feel the warmth of success on our beaten backs.

SO. . . what of it?

There comes a point in time when you must decide for yourself what you will chase and, perhaps more importantly, why. It's so easy to see the things we want -- whether they be temporary desires or long-lasting and deep-rooted passions -- but, often times, so hard to understand why. It is so easy to chase something; so simple to fight for something; so rewarding to win something; but almost impossible to ask ourselves the one question we always avoid. The question, "I know I want it, but SHOULD I want it?"

The almost ironic simplicity of most issues is that we could answer them by answering that one silly question. Should we want _______? Fill it in. Everyone has their thing -- the house, the job, the school, the car, the girl, the dream, the world. You want it. I want it. But should we?

The question is simple but the answer usually isn't. Honestly, how do you decide if you should want something. And even if you could decern it, who says you would either start chasing what you should or stop chasing what you shouldn't?


S  l  o  w     d  o  w  n  .

B    R    E    A    T    H


I came to Los Angeles wondering everything I have blurted out in this post. I came hoping to find answers and, honestly, I think, to hide from other ones. I have a lot more learning to do, but here is what I've got thus far:


You have passions for a reason. You have opportunities for a reason and, my god, do you have desires for a reason...

and that IS WHAT ITS all ABOUT.

You see, more often than not, it's not about knowing, but rather, believing. Believing that, in the end, even if you did fail, that you would be able to stand with your head held high and back to the wind screaming "it was worth it".


That's what I'm doing down here. I am taking a trip worth taking -- one where I am chasing the crossroads of my passions, opportunities and desires. I have decided that, no matter what happens, I refuse to let this pass me by because I was scared of failing. I left to find myself. I have sacrificed potential relationships, time with friends and family, jobs, stereotypes and even some other dreams. What have not done, though, and what I refuse to ever do, is compromise on my goal. That is for me to know for now.


This life is short but living is worth every second. Find where your passions, dreams and desires intersect and chase it like hell. And, as always, for whatever it's worth, I hope you come away from reading this with confidence to do what you must and deny what you should.

Welcome

To whom it may concern:

Not only am I not used to blogging, but, admittedly, I am not quite sure what I have to say in this blog yet. I do know, however, that I am on a journey, of sorts, to find myself, my career and my passions. The way I see it is that, regardless of what you are or are not doing, thinking, saying or hoping, it is imperative that you do it, whatever it is, with everything inside of you. There is no point, in my mind, in chasing a dream if you aren't going to commit to it even against the greatest of odds. That is where I stand, my friends. With that information in your back pocket, welcome and enjoy my blog, for what it's worth.